Sunday, January 18, 2009

2009!

といってもまだ日本です。あさってアメリカに戻ります。
Well,,I am still in Japan and leaving for U.S.A on this comming Wednesday.

5週間。今回は比較的ゆっくりな滞在かなって思っていたけど、とんでもない!時間との戦いだ。
5 Weeks. I thought it would be long enough for me to be realaxed and calm; however, it was not at all. I feel like I am always fighting againt time.

仕事、教会活動の参加、教会での個人カウンセリング、友達とカフェ、食事、旅行。呼吸器産業の人たちに会う、親戚との年始の交わりに、お見舞いに。。。。。
Work, churches activities, a personal couseking at church, coffe or dinner time with my friends, meeting with people form respiratory industory, fellowship with my relatieves...


家でゆっくり母と聖書の時間をなんて考えてたがそんなことができずーーーーーと思いきや、神様はすばらしい! 時間の制限にかかわらずきちんと 神様について話せる時間が与えられる!
I was planing to spend a calm bible study time with my mom, but I could not. Inspite of my packed tight schedlue, God has been giving me a grace on our family relationship. There was no day that I did not talk about God or gosple to my mom. Even if I could not come home, I still can share gospel or grace that God has giving me for today or grace on the phone. GOd is the one who always gives us wisdome:D!!

今回日本に帰ってきて一番思わされたこと。
The best thing I felt since I came back to Japan this time is that Japanese are very serious about everything basically and do not hesitate to make their effort in anything. Anything such as food, music, dance, medicine, whatever.
日本人ってやっぱりまじめだな。 がんばりやだなって。そして、私もやっぱり日本人だよなって。

今回本当にたくさんのさまざまな分野活動されている方々に出会い、そして励まされた。
I was so much encouraged about what I am doing or am trying to do by meeting different people from different business or activities in Japan.

”熱い”っていいじゃんみたいな。 " Passioon!"

熱しすぎて疲れちゃうのが日本人だけど、その熱さの矛先を神様に向けていったとき もっともっと力が湧き出されていくんじゃないかなって。
Japanese tend to foclus on just one thing and put all energy or effort in it and then burn out.
HOwever, I believe that we will be more strengthened and pwerful if we are guided by God and lead to one straight path all the time toward heavenas long as we are used on the earth.

がんばんなくていい。
Do not put our all effort or energy for our satisfaction.

やりたいと思うことに対して ”できる!”って信じて前にすすむ。
そういう”熱い気持ち”またもらったかな。
Just go forward do things you believe you should do while trusting you can do it!
I received that kind of passion from pepole in Japan this time.

今年30歳!? 自分でも信じられないけど。
I'll be 30 yrs this year. I know I can not believe it either...
おめーもよくがんばるよなぁとか言われたけど。
People sometimes say I do things without thinking my age.

私は頑張ってません!頑張るつもりもありません!
でもできることを ”できる”って信じて成長させられることを日々楽しみたい!
I do not care what people say.
I do things I belive I have to do and want to enjoy to be strengthen and noulished.

今年私の課題成句。(ごめんなさい。私仕事前に 日本帰ってきて始めてインターネットカフェに立ち寄りブログを書いているので 日本語での聖書がないのですが、、、)
ピリピ 4:8
My God's word for 2009!! Philippians 4:8 ( Well it is my Birthday! I did not chose it becaus of it, it just happened. God is wonderful!)

そして そのとこによって神様が ピリピ4:13を成し遂げてくださることを信じます!!
Then I believe that God let me achieve the things written in Phillipians 4:13!


アーメン!ハレルヤ!!!!
Amen and Hallelujha!!