Wednesday, October 14, 2009

罪の中にある祝福の記録

Curry Party
View from my room!

A little harber near my station


Seashore



Great co-workers!




夏休み中から今まで 私はどこへ行ってしまったのだろう?と思われた方もいるようでした。
すみません。消して隠れていたわけではないのですが、今年の夏も日本では本当に 深ぶかな 主の御心をじーっくりと祈り 考えさせられる。そんな時となりました。
I am so sorry that I have not bee in contact for a while. I guess some people wondered where I went. It was very ver deep summer for me in diffrent ways and became a great opportunity for me to take more time to pray and ask God's will for my life.


あまりにもたくさんありすぎてどこから手をつけたらいいのか分からないのですが。。。
So many events were going on and I do not know how I can start sharing my story of this summe.


実は日本では田舎生活を送っていました。静岡県の最南端で 看護師が本当に不足している 常勤医師も二人という なんとも都会では考えられないところへ勤務することになりました。
Well..let me explain where I was at.
I was in the country side of Japan where was the most south of Shizuoka prefecture. They have a serious shortage of medical proffessionals and there were only 2 regular doctors at my hospital.


結論から言うと、田舎は違う!!都会で育った私は 日本を知らなかった自分にショック!!!
Let me tell the conclusion of country side of Japan. It is just different world of Japan from one I know in dwontown.


教会は一時間半離れたところにあります。 It takes one and a half hour to get to the church.


コンビニは駅前にもありません。There is no supermarket near the station, either.


海が目の前なので 景色は最高です。また温泉はそこらじゅうにあります。しかも無料。
The view around there is gorgeous since the place is near seashore. Hotsprings are here and there and some of them are even free.


町の人は漁師が多く、とてもフレンドリー。町を歩いていると、地元でとれたみかんや野菜を知らない人なのに渡してくる。
There are somany fishermen in the littel town and they are really friendly.
Vegetables and fruit are very fresh too.
If I take a walk in that town and meet people, people give me fruit or vegetables which were cultivated in there even though I do not know them!!


電車は単線で 東京から海沿いを静岡半島をずっと走っていく。 オーシャンビュウ:D
The train line is just simple one line. The train sometimes has to wait until the other one pass.
It goes along the seashores of Shizuoka Island to get to my station, and the ocian view is just going on and on. Amazing.


病院では ご家族がお礼にって手土産をよく持ってきてださる。それも、 魚!!!
We someimes receive gifts from patients or their family members.
What we receive is.............FISH!!!!!!!!!!!
Very interesting. Yes I can see his little mouth, eye and tails....hum...


魚大きいの3匹、鯛一匹、ひじきに寒天の海草が 一パックになってボンと手渡された時には びっくりした。
Wher I received three big fishes, one really really big fish , seaweed and another special type of seeweed to make gello in one package, I was just surprised!!!!!
It is just intresting!

そんなギフトは今までもらったことがなかったので。。。I have never seen that kind of gift before.

さすが日本の田舎の人。やることが違う!!
People from country side of Japan do something different! It is just a cultural shock. Ifelt like that even though I am not a foreigner in Japan.


ともかく、なぜそんな田舎へ行くことになったかについて振り替えると、そこに主の大きな計画と恵みをみていくことができる。
Anyway, interesting things has been going on, but I can see so many blessings from God and a big plan from God in there.


そんな田舎なので、仕事場以外でのインターネットの場がない!!
現在オーランドに戻ってきており、すこし時間があるので 時間に余裕があったらアップデートします。
Since my personal internet conection is not avaialble in that country side, I barely could chek my e-mail while I was working and have time to do so.
Now I am Olando and have time to update....hopefully/
I am thinkign that'll be geate if I can share my difficult time in faith during summer and how God
helped me so that I can rely on him more.


本当に大切な人を思うから、何かあったら落ち込むし、へこむし、時に絶望も味わうのではないかと思います。
Because there is somebody we care about, we sometimes feel dissapointed, depressed and even hopeless when something unexpect happens.


主に真剣だからこそ、主に喜怒哀楽を覚える。素直にそれでいいんじゃないかなって。
Because we are serious about God, we sometime become very emotional with God.
I believe it is ok.


私の不信仰記録。 My unfaithful record.

その中で見える、それ以上の主の愛情の深さ。 God's much bigger love in our unfaituful nature.

それを分かち合えていけたらと思います。 I wish God helps to restore our faith for somehow by sharing my experience with God.


主は幾たびとなく彼らを救い出されたが、彼らは会い計らって、逆らい、自分たちの不義の中におぼれた。
それでも彼らの叫びを聞かれた時、主は彼らの苦しみに目を留められた
主は、彼らのために、ご自分の契約を思い起こし、豊かな恵みの故に、彼らをあわれまれた。
詩篇106:43-45
Many times he delivered them, but they were bent on rebellion and they wasted away in their sin.
But he took note of their distress when he heart their cry;
For their sake he remembered his covernant and out of his great love he relented.
Psalm 106:43-45



信仰の成長過程は 人それぞれです。人と比べる必要なんてない。主は一人ひとりをそのまま愛してくださっています。
それをまた覚えることができました。
The process of faithful growths is different. We do not have to compare.
God loves you no matter who you are.
I could understand that amazing gospel from our great God throughout this summer again.



ありがとう、神様。
Thank you, the Lord.

1 comment:

Pemy said...

woww
are you a doctor? or learning to be a doctor?